Baba,
i am not being able to forgive myself baba. I hate myself, loathe myself. I dont want to anymore. All my life i've hated myself so much. I dont want to anymore.
I am not being able to see any purpose in life baba. What do i do? I feel so helpless.
I am just roaming around aimlessly. I dont feel that i have genuine friends baba.
I am sick of everyone being rude to me and using me. I cant ever even reply back.
What have i done to them? Why does everyone come ,use me , get success n go?
I dont know what i am good at or what i want to do in life. I have no passion to do something with all my heart.
I am sick of people making fun of the way i look. I dont feel happy.
I cant concentrate on my studies.
I feel useless, helpless. I've been almost passing for two years.
I'm sick of this feeling of failure. It makes me hate myself even more.
Help me baba,help me.