Dear Saiji,
Please don't even think of suicide and stuffs.Baba is there with you all and you will be saved by HIS Holy Hands.
Please think that this life is given by Him and He is testing us. Keep your confidence on Him and He will protect you.
Its just a bad time. you will see many happy surprises happiness in your life soon.
Baba please bless this family and give them happiness.
Baba, please dont test them anymore. Please protect your children and help them to be happy.
Bless us all Baba.
Chat Om Sri Sai Ram when ever you feel depressed and upset.
Om Sri Sai Ram
Read Sai Satcharithta every day and once you finish, give prasad to friends n familes. Your worry with vanish soon.
Sharanto Sai Ram