Just pray and pray and pray.... things are going in opposite direction for me too.. I have been with BABA since 1 year... seen miracless.... but then he takes everything away .. i don't know why...
I know what you mean Saithra... we can wait and have saburi, but time does not wait, people do not wait.... life is passing by and things are getting complicated... BUT DO we have any other choice?? we are just HUMANS.....
So keep praying, maybe Baba will bless us oneday - when he feels he is ready ...