Tere kadmo me sir jhukaaye baithaa hu,
Chaahe pyaar do, ya fir karo inkaar.
He mere Baba, barhe armaan se aaya hu,
Sir par haath rakho, ya lagaavo fatkaar.
Mujhe maalum hai, aap kyo chup hai,
Huyi shaayad mujhse koyi galti.
Mai be-sahaara ek kamjor insaan hu,
Be-shumaar teri taakat, meri kya hasti.
Yadi ek nazar par jaay es naacheej par,
To saari duniya meharbaan ho jaayegi.
Mai bhi sir uthaa ke chalungaa,he Baba,
Aur meri bhi kishmat badal jaayegi.
Aaj mai pareshan hu, gardish ke din mere,
Sabhi mujhse nazar churaate hai.
Jis par tu meharbaan ho jaaye Sai,
Uske achhe din phir laut aate hai.
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Mujhe kya gam, yadi bigari nahi banti,
Sab tujhe hi taane denge he Baba.
Esliye mujhe gale lagaa lo ab Sai,
Tera beti hu,aur tu mera hai aaka.
ALLAH MALIK!
Sai baba let your holy lotus feet be our sole refuge.OMSAIRAM
ओम साईं राम
फिर कोई दिल तडपा
फिर कोई आंख रोई
बाबा गले लगा लो
तुम बिन ना अपना कोई
मालूम है ये मुझको
तुम सबकी ही सुनते हो
पर कुछ खास भक्तों को ही
परखने को चुनते हो
तुम्हारी ये खामोशी
सिर माथे पर हमारे
कहीं ना अब जाएंगे
दर आ पडे तुम्हारे
तुमने हमारी खातिर
कुछ और ही है सोचा
इंतज़ार हम करेंगे
तुम पर ही है भरोसा
जय साईं राम
Om Sai Ram to all my Sai family,
I always wanted to share my experience with my Sai Family, but was waiting for this miracle to happen
If our faith is firm & we leave it all to HIM to decide, He gives us the best. In my case it was exactly one year but that wait has been fruitful. Faith can move mountains & it has done it all for me.
Me & my Sai half ( we got engaged 2 weeks back Jan 08) were introduced by a common friend of ours in Sep 06. Deepak came to India in Dec07 & we met 3-4 times. We both shared same belief in Baba & had seen hardship in life. Then some confusion happened & he went back without saying anything. I tried writing him few mails, but then he got busy with his new job & asked me not to wait for him. It was extremely hard for me to believe.
Year 2007 was very hard for me as my heart always said that he is the one made for you but situations were taking me somewhere else. My close friends, who knew about this advised me not to think of him & move on in life. For sake of my parents I tried to do that as well, but our Sweet Baba always gave me this hint that its only this guy with whom I shall be spending my rest of life . He gave me all clear hints in dream & by answering my questions when I use to be in total distress. He always asked me to be patient & wait.
And trust me all these days I didn’t spoke to this guy & was not aware if he is still waiting for me or not.
And in my last visit to Shirdi on 9th Jan08 gave me clear hint from Baba. While offering my last aarti ( noon Aarti) at Shirdi, I asked Baba to tell me clearly if we will be together or not. And during Aarti, I heard HIS clear voice indicating we will tie a knot. I was all in tears with heart full of joy.
And then on 29th Jan08 Deepak came back, we met, mist got cleared, his parents met my parents the very next day & next day 31st Jan08 we got engaged . All this was just like a dream which turned out to be true with Only Baba's Grace
All I know is, that the driving force behind this has been My Baba only.
When HE gives, it is in abundance, nothing can match it. I have my Sai half with me now, with HIS blessings & I can’t ask for anything else in life. All I ask Him is, give me strength & courage to fulfill all my responsibilities & never hurt anyone.
Our Deva knows it all, He makes us wait, till the right time comes. Meanwhile HE prepares us for the life, by giving all valuable lessons. There’s nothing that can move or change until & unless our Deva wishes so. HE is the “ADI & ANTH” HE only is the DOER. When we completely surrender to HIM, HE lifts us up in HIS hands & gives us the divine experiences. HIS grace is unmatchable.
I can never say enough thanks to HIM for HIS grace, as thanks is a very small word. All I can do is live this life under HIS Grace & surrender to HIM completely. Do good & be good for rest of my life.
Deva, only my tears & smile can say thanks to you, every time I look at you. Your daughter is all done with desires in this life
This is all your Grace & Love
Om Sai Shri Sai Jai Jai Sai
Sonia
ALLAH MALIK!
Sai baba let your holy lotus feet be our sole refuge.OMSAIRAM