What works for me???
baba..i am trying to decode my mind. I know there are some many areas in my life that desparately need an over haul at the moment. But ....me being me....am not doing a thing about it. I have made countless resolutions, promised myself, promised you...and did nothing. Ok...to get to the point - i havent begun and i am still where i was 2 years ago.
Maybe i should ask the question differently - what doesnt work for me???
1. Pressure / threat - no ways. I only get even more stressed and cry my heart out. But dont do anything
2. Jolt to ego - doesnt work either (surprisingly). I feel i am just trying to outdo others. Not enjoying what i do.
3. Promises and resolutions - i am an expert at dishonouring my commitments. My boss can vouch for it
So what works - let me remember....the last time when i was successful and felt good about myself - when i cleared pmp...when my husband commented that i had lost weight...when i was able to switch jobs...
I am lazy and thats the crux of the matter. So what would work for me - a vision of how i would be after achieving a goal.
Yes ...i think thats it. That is the answer. Prayers, promises, threats etc will not help unless and until i am at peace with myself and talk my brain into moving towards a better life. Vision baby...vision....thats what i need.
Ok baba....now that i know what i need to do...i need to define it for myself....very clearly......
Thats my next step...
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