Dear Baba...gud morning. U know what - i like to visit your temple everyday. Fortunately, u have been kind to me and given me the opportunity to visit u everyday before going to office. I like your benevolent smile...at times i feel u are talking to me. I see that half smile and i know u r looking at me
And i know i will be fine and all things related to me will be fine.
Baba...life is full of ups and downs. Yesterday my son fell ill. Cold and viral. Conveniently, it was blamed on my father that he did not take enough care of my son. Ab batao baba...these ppl are over protective and not letting my son grow freely...itna over protect karte hain....i get very irritated. but cannot say much bcause they are looking after him. So baba, finally i thought ki koi baat nahi...jisse jo bolna hai bole....i cant stop ppl from talking. whatever i may do or my dad may do, is not enough....so why bother. So long as we know what we are doing and u know...we are ok with it. Tension nahi lena hai.
baba...another thing - today i got this feeling that i should start reading the satcharita. And the day i complete it, i should feed the poor. And then start the cycle once again. I saw these ppl outside the temple waiting for food and this thought occured to me. Waise baba...i know u have no reasons to believe me. I have NEVER kept my word. I have failed u time and again. I sometimes feel i am so used to breaking my commitments that they have no importance to me. But baba...if i am able to do this, i will like it. All other commitments i made keeping mysself and my happiness and benefits in mind. But this time its different.....
Bless me baba...show me the way...
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