baba...yesterday for the first time in 10 years, i had a very cleansing experience and all the hurt, grievances, negativity i had in my heart and mind, i just let them go. i wanted to apologize and say sorry to M for all the wrong things i said or did. I saw her in a new light altogether.......Baba i am stress free now. I realized that i was carrying a lot of burden within me and i myself am responsible for my situation. Hope this good sense prevails and i focus on my life now.
The fact of the matter is that i have effectively only 1-2 years or max 3 years of working this way. Beyond that, i will have to have either an alternative career or go to an org that will let me wfh. there is no third option. Cant depend on M or pa to sit with K and teach him.
Show me the way dear lord...