Sai Ram Vidya
How R U? I have been reading your conversation with Baba and its really good. I understand your situation and the problems what you are facing and at the same time its good that Baba has given you that courage to face all these.
I want to tell you one thing, that is regarding -- Baba does not like astrology, yes you are true Baba does not like that his children should believe in astrology, but you know some times baba will show us the right path through astrology, regarding if any precautions should be taken to our problems. So sometimes its good to listen to astrologers who suggests us to pray some mathras or do some pooja's, in which we just pray to our baba because All are one.
When I read all of your posts I feel that you are facing Sade Sati Shani, I feel you may be knowing about this. You believe it or not when this sade sati shani enters in our Rashi, we will suffer a lot for first two and a half years, and the other two and a half years will be quite good, and at last the two and half years we will be benefited with everything in our life. It happens like this that when sade sati shani is going on we feel very depressed in everything, we cannot do anything what we think to do, we feel very dis satisfied ourselfs, sometimes we cannot see the good things going on around us. The effects will be depended on which house shani is there in our rashi. If it is really very bad we will lose our loved ones, especially mother.
There are many remedies for this (should be found out with a astrologer), one important thing is when a person has sade sati shani, he has to pray lord Hanuman, mostly all read Hanuman Chalisa, thats why baba has given you a vision intimating to read Hanuman Chalisa!!!!!!!!, thats really great of Baba, He was and He is with you always, He is guiding you in all the situations. We should have faith on Baba.
I feel that Iam also in the same situations, but one good thing is that I have not losed any of my beloved, Iam greatful to Baba for this. But I am always facing one or the other problem in my professional life and personal life (some times), but I have complete faith on Baba, He is everything, and can do anything.
Be Happy
From: Sreevani