Dear baba...gud morning. Last night i was thinking about the previous response...#402. I realized that i was wanting a change in my career only because of M....and i actually dont have a problem with my current job. I get the money, i get respect and flexibility to an extent. Then why do i want to throw it all away only because M would feel better. U know that whatever i do, M will never appreciate. so what makes me think that if i quit and take up a lower profile, M is going to like it. I mean c'mon.....my life cant be driven by M's likes and dislikes....
Yes...i do want appa to stay with us and M to go away...but baba for that, i cannot do anything. U will have to take care of that for me. what i can do is focus and give my 100% to my commitments. I should focus on my job, on improving myself and investing my time on my health and family needs. these are things i can do...so let me just work on them. u take care of my first wish....please.
BTW...i did not wake up today morning as intended for exercise. It is cold and foggy outside and i just wanted to snooze....BAD

Now i'll have to make up for it.....which is a pain.