I am so messed up baba!!! This is frustrating !!!!
I mean why cant i decide whether i like my job or not. Apparently i dont. If i did, this thought would never have crossed my mind. I am upset because of the office politics and the lack of any authority but oodles of responsibility. i hate the lack of skilled people and the poor management and treatment of resources.The list can go on...but what do i do?? I get the money and get the time for family. And if i compare it to staying at home with M, i think i'll prefer to be here
But seriously, i need something to look fwd to each day....and i dont have that as of now. No passion. No urge to learn and excel.
I have so many things to do -
1. Lose weight
2. Complete SSBB program
3. Gain the credits for P
4. MVP
5. At least clear the interview for MS once in my life
Then why am i not doing anything about it??? Why do i feel i'm in a rut....both personally as well as professionally.....Will this ever change?
