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Offline vidyarp

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Re: Conversation with Baba....my true friend
« Reply #420 on: January 10, 2011, 02:08:53 AM »
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    • Dear friend binnu85 - baba knows everything. He has surely seen that u did this by mistake. He is like our mother. He does not punish you without any reason. Have faith in him and go ahead with confidence.

    baba....what do i do???
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    Re: Conversation with Baba....my true friend
    « Reply #421 on: January 10, 2011, 06:40:31 AM »
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    • Baba...yet another day gone...yet another lost opportunity...yet another failed attempt....words fail me. Maybe it has become a way of life for me. Mediocrity!!! I dont have a single talent that i can boast of. I dont have a single thing where i can say i know the thing in and out. I am not able to excel in anything and so cant leave my mark...nobody will say that this is vidya's work.
    i keep telling myself that i will eventually love the job i do...eventually lose weight...eventually look for options that i love and have a better work life balance....all in the future...never in the present. There is no NOW in my world!!! I have tried beating myself for it...i have tried to come to terms with my procrastination habits....tried reading motivational books...kept telling myself that i'll turn over a new leaf starting this date or that date.....NOTHING WORKED!!!!
    Baba...i'm so torn....i feel i'm not in the right job....but dont have any other option...i need the money....but i need the time as well to be with my family....i have to upgrade my skills and actually do something good....but i keep brooding over my current situation....i am so tired and fed up of thinking the same thing over and over. Its 2 years now baba....please....i need to get out of the rut. I am at the lowest point of my life personally and professionally. I know i have it in me to make it big. I know i can work hard...just that i have no energy or enthusiasm left. I just want the following:
    - want my dad to stay with us and M to go away
    - want to be in a job / career where i have flexibility and money as well as professional setup. Where i have a value.

    For part 1 - i cant do anything.
    For part 2 - i think this stems from a feeling of unworthyness. I guess its important for myself to aquire a skill or something to start feeling better about myself. It also shows the others around me about my talents...thereby building my credibility.

    What spurs me?
    Need to prove a point to someone / Excellence as a trait in self.
    I think it should be excellence since proving a point for others isnt a very bright thing to do.

    What stops me?
    Lack of consistency (i run out of steam) / am not interested in what i do and keep looking for things that i'll enjoy / Lack of determination.
    I think i'm not seeing things through only because i dont enjoy what i do. If i start enjoying what i do and what i'll get out of it, i'll be more tempted to complete the activity at hand.

    Baba...last night...i suddenly got my "aha" moment. I got to know that its not only me who has a feeling of unworthyness about myself....my family too thinks that i cannot do anything. Its like i've been taken for granted. As if, it doesnt matter to what i do...since i'll not pursue it anyways and i dont have the determination as well. there's a feeling of superiority in R and he thinks i am not capable of achieving anything. Even when i mentioned about my SSBB, his response was very tepid. And to think i've always supported his mba!!! Ok - i have no grouse against him. But sometimes, his words really hurt me...and i keep thinking that i need to keep this hurt alive and turn my anger into action and prove him wrong. Why him alone...even M thinks i am not going to be doing anything significant. It hurts and i know i can do it and do it  much better...

    So does that spur me ?? To prove them wrong?? Maybe. In the process, i am excelling at my task and keep improving myself.
    Ok - reasons defined - i need to do this for myself as well as to prove them wrong. I've been against myself all this while and its time i take back control and bring out the best in me. I want to do this first and foremost for myself. And in the process, the icing on the cake would be when i defy their logic and attain things that they never thought i could. I want to prove them wrong .
    « Last Edit: January 10, 2011, 09:56:07 PM by vidyarp »
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    Re: Conversation with Baba....my true friend
    « Reply #422 on: January 10, 2011, 11:47:37 PM »
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    Re: Conversation with Baba....my true friend
    « Reply #423 on: January 11, 2011, 10:14:33 PM »
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    • Baba...gud morning....
    Its 2 years today since that fateful day when my life changed. Its ma's bday today. May her soul rest in peace and may she find happiness where ever she is. All i want is for her to be happy. And i do hope someday we meet again....

    Baba...take care of my father...he is a gem of a man....take care of my son and husband....and mil and sil....they are family too...why do i have to discriminate?? If someone is not being nice to me...then baba...essentially they are not being nice to you..isnt it? For you reside in all beings.

    Baba...yesterday...i was so consumed with the need to do something that i finished all the pending activities at work!! And my boss appreciated it. :) It was purely because i was so fed up and consumed with the desire to prove that i was not a nobody...i too can do great things....I hope the streak continues:)
    Last night i dreamt of something related to Harvard Busniess School....and i kept thinking of all the wasted opportunitis in my life....
    I'll repeat myself - its a desire to excel and prove my worth at the same time its a desire to prove all my detractors wrong......
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    Re: Conversation with Baba....my true friend
    « Reply #424 on: January 11, 2011, 10:48:46 PM »
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    Re: Conversation with Baba....my true friend
    « Reply #425 on: January 12, 2011, 12:16:53 AM »
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    Re: Conversation with Baba....my true friend
    « Reply #426 on: January 12, 2011, 04:08:30 AM »
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    • Baba....u r my whole and sole refuge.....without u, i am nothing
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    « Reply #427 on: January 12, 2011, 09:59:26 PM »
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    • Om sai sharanam...baba...please make this a good day dear lord..
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    « Reply #428 on: January 12, 2011, 10:03:16 PM »
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    Re: Conversation with Baba....my true friend
    « Reply #429 on: January 13, 2011, 10:12:29 PM »
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    • Baba...gud morning.
    I've thought of a slogan for myself - "Enduring the pain of efforts towards a goal is better than enduring the pains of mediocrity". How's it?? I just thought about it right now. Its a choice we make at the end of the day. and why should one complain?? If its not working out for you, quit!! But dont just crib and do nothing about it. Either you do something, or dont complain!!
    Here's another slogan (just thought about it)  - every moment, i choose to create my future. If i choose wisely now, i have a happier future.
    Wow...i'm liking it :)
    Here's a modified version of the above 2 - "I choose the pain of hard work and discipline over the pain of mediocrity and missed opportunities."
    Aha...too good ;D

    Slogan 3 - " Its all in my mind - if i yearn for it, i can "earn" it"
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    « Reply #430 on: January 14, 2011, 12:18:38 AM »
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    « Reply #432 on: January 16, 2011, 09:54:12 PM »
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    • Why dont i get up in the morning at 4:40 AM as planned?? I mean, i cant hear the alarm or what??
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    Re: Conversation with Baba....my true friend
    « Reply #433 on: January 16, 2011, 10:10:14 PM »
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    • om sri sai ram.....

    om sai ...
    sai sai sai sai sai sai sai sai sai sai sai sai sai sai sai sai sai sai sai sai sai......
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    « Reply #434 on: January 16, 2011, 10:34:10 PM »
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