First of all I want to thank Babaji who showed me the way to this site where he is letting me share my experiences and true feelings about him.
Babaji is our darling. He listen to your prayers and answer them but sometime we get impatient when we don’t get answer but we never think that he has got countless children who needs his attention. No one ever think (including me) that he gets sleepless nights because of us. He goes through so much pain to give comfort to us, he starves himself to give food to his children. He does so much for us and expects in return to keep shradha and saboori. By asking us to keep shradha and saboori, he answers all our questions as that means "Have faith in me as I am always with you" & "Be patient as this is just the rough phase which is bothering you but I am there with you as your strength and will get you the smooth road soon, just keep walking with me by holding my hand patiently". Sometime when things doesn't turn in our favour or the way we wanted them to be, we ask Babaji that "why this with me?" but when he gives the good time "we never ask that why this to me"? I truly feel that you don’t need to tell anything to Babaji as he knows what you are going though and what you need in life and he will give you. No one knows better than him, we just need to believe in him and he comes running from Shirdhi to help us. While writing this, i am just thinking about all those things which i want to ask him but when i look at him he asks "what you want to tell, I know everything and I am already there with you".
I want to tell all those who are reading this that wherever I have reached today and whatever I have got, it's all his blessings. I wouldn’t have been able to write this if he wouldn’t have given me hands. "Aukaat se jyada nawaza hai mer baba ne" I have got rough roads in life where i got shattered and didn’t have strength to get up but Babaji held my hand and gave me courage and strength to stand on my toes.
He knows what I am going through right now but i don’t need to ask him anything as he says "Neelu i am with you, just believe in me" If he says this to you then do you think that you will ask him anything more. If I thank him 1000 times in a day then that is also less. My whole intention of sharing my feelings with you all is to tell you that "He answer you prayers just believe in him". If he is taking time then it doesn’t mean that he is forgotten about you but he is struggling to get you the best as he always want his children to be happy. This message is not only for all who are reading but for me also.
I love you Babaji. You know everything whatever is going in my life, i just beg you to be with me as i cannot live without you. Please be with all who believes in you and need you in their life.
Love you my cuty,nonu and paaro Babaji.
Aap ki choti se bachi- Neelu
Aaja Baba, pyaare Baba ab der na laga shirdi se chala aa,
Ye bachi aas lagaye, kab se tujhe bulaye,mere maalik tere bina koi na isse pooche aur na he koi apna banaye. Tu hee bata kaun hai hamara ek tu hee to hai sahara. Dene layak nahin hun kunki sab kuch mujhe tujse hee mila hai.Tu hee mere dwarakamai aur tu he pita hai, mere har kushi aur gam tujse he jura hai. "OM SAI SHRI SAI JAI JA SAI"