seriously you people are crazy, crazy about sai baba and hats of to you for this love and affection for him. I really appriciate it and do agree that without such affection one can not get blessings of sai baba.
but may be thats not me.
I want to reply all of you, par etna jyada hai na reply karne ko ki samaj me nahi aa raha khaan se suru karu. aur hakikat ye hai ki mere paas aap ke sabhi jawabon ke samne aur sawal hai, par wo etne jyada hai ki samaj me nahi aa raha ki se suru karu.
but here are few things, let me clarify them:
1. I never said I hate sai baba, my words were: "i shouldnt say i hate sai baba, but hv no more faith in him or any love left for him, i feel like it was a total waste of time that i spent in praying him."
2. The example of Bike and Cycle was was just used as metaphor and is not related to my real life, Sai baba has blessed me with enough money that I can even by Kawasaki Ninja jo ki 5 lac ki bike hai, so no worries about money. And trust me he is making me to work so hard to get this money, you cant imagine. In fact last time when I went to shirdi, every time i go there, i definiatly eat maha prasad, it was free by someone on that day, i prayed ki baba since you are helping me to make so much of money, please give me courage that someday I also donate enough to have prasadam for the devotiees visiting shirdi.
3. Tanuji, Pratapji, Anupamji, Saibji, Piyaji, Shalakaji, Sairamsaiji - aap sabhi ka dhanyawan, but looks like there is a long way to go for me to understand what people are trying to explain. Bhai mere palle to ye baanen nahi padati. I do have questions to the every answer that you have given. But as I said don't know from where to start.
Ek baat batana chahunga, I scored only 35 marks in my 12th board exam. Tab to maine shayad Sai Baba ka naam bhi nahi suna tha. Uske baad first year BSc me maine 40 marks score kiya. My father forced me to join english classes during vacation of First Year Bsc. Kind of spoken english classes, jisme pahele to hamare sir basic english sikhate they aur fir group discssion kisi na kisi topic pe english me karte the.
Main hamesha se tedha hi raha hu, just like i posted this weired topic this time, tab bhi ulti ganga hi bahane ki koshish karta tha. You know, always against the class, like a rebellion, always. They would talk about curruption, people would say there should be no curruption, I would say there should be. And you know cause of this, what advantage I got? I used to get chance to answer 19 times more then what others were getting in the class of 20.
Everyone followed the easy path, be with the trand, jo likha hai, dusare karte hai bas wahi aankhen band kar ke karo, the 19 people will say one line to me and i would get to answer all of them so I would speak or analyze 19 different things. And who got benefit out of me, it was me. Mere ko sab se jyada english ke practise karne ko milti thi. After undertaking cource for a month or two wo 19 me se hardly koi jyada english me progress kar paya and I was way ahead of them.
Well that doesnt mean that my english is good, but at least I have attanined enough knowledge that I can communicate well enough with confidence anywhere.
So, what I am trying to say from above example? couple of things:
1. Me standing alone against all of you, I really got to learn good thoughts from you, got chance to analyse them and find more questions agains them.
2. I am not person who would accept whatever is said by others, I want proof, no said proof. Proof that I can experience. Your faith is good but I dont like to have baseless faith, I think I have had enough faith and am no logner interested in continuing with such baseless faith.
I dont want to shout ki dekho udhar dhuan uth raha hai I want to see the FIRE. Kyu ki sachha dhua aag se nikalta hai, baaki dhuane ke jaisa lagta hai par wo ho sakta hai kisi chemical reaction ka natiza ho jo dikh na raha ho. Mere ko vishwas tab hoga jab me aasli AAG aur usse uthene wala asali DHUAAN dekhunga
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