om sai ram SAUMYA,
thanks for the post, let me tell you,for me first is my baba my parents(they are my life i have sacrified a lot for my familiy and this is the first time i have thought abt me to like one guy and have a wish to get him as husband if baba wishes)
i am not in pain , i am happy with what ever situation im bcz its baba's wish, this is dwarkamaye and a good midium t oexpress ur feelings to baba.i am praying here and putting my feelings to baba, i am not crying, i am not sad , im just waiting for baba's decision to choose a good life partner for me, i want to get married bcz my parents wants to see me get married as every ones parents wants.
haan usme meri shaadi usse ho jaye usse shaadi karu tho acha ...if baba nahin chahthe tho vo jinse shaadi karenge karvaye... baba knows my wish tho faith rakhna galat hai kya ....baba se mangna mera kaam hai ..its his wish if he gives or not.i will be happy with whomever baba wishes.thanks for understanding
i do help needy people and have helped so many people with what ever i can.