thank yu baba fr gving back my love

[Simtara]

vinnuji, pta nhn aapne kya kiya par vishwas rakhiye pri par. talkin to boys is nt wrong but c tht she is not two timing you and if she isnt then give her tht space and liberty to speak to guys. vinnuji, aap ka pyaar hai, vishwas rakhiye, agar aap usko is baat ko leker dara denge to wo door ho jayegi, if she asked for her help in helpin any guy then help, kya pta us ladke ke roop mein sai hi aap ka imtihaan le rahe hon. vinnuji, agar apko sach mein lagta hai ki pri apse pyaar karti hai to usse wo haq deejiye ki aap us par poora vishwas karte hain. uska dil mat todiye ki aap shaq krte hain. uska khayal rakhiye aur uske doston ka bhi. dost hamari strength hote hain chahe ladke hain ya  ladki, magar pyaar hamri zindagi hoti hai. isliye use choose krne ko mat boliye.

tell her u trust her n hv no objection if she has any friend who is a guy. tk cr.
om sai ram.

[vinnupalam]

Simtaraji...i really miss baba's presence...the pain is too...im breaking apart with every minute,every secnd..i'm begging baba to gv me freedom and take me to his vaikunth...every minute passes with agony and pain...every minute away from ma pri is like torchures of yama..retrieve me baba..call me..and il come with you deva..i dont wanna live a minute here baba..plz take me and go

[Simtara]

sai ram vinnuji, humsab apne pyaar ke liye tadap rahein hain, magar sai pe vishwas keejiye, hamne kabhi na kabhi kisis ko dukh diya hoga isliye aaj humein apne pyaar mein ye dukh , kasht mil raha hai.. magar hamare karma hamein hi bhugatne padenge... sai par vishwas rakhiye... maine bhi rakha hai, hum sabne rakha hai, vishwas rakhiye humein bus apni ruh se sai se madad mangni hai... baaki to sai hamein sun hi rahe hain, thoda time lagega hamre tak pahunchne ke liye magar vishwas rakhiye ayenge sai aur hamein hamare pyaar se milayenge.

baaki , r u both in talkin terms, if yes, then thank sai fr this coz main to baat bhi nhn kar pati, aap bus pari pe vishwas rakhiye, baaki sai par aur zaada vishwaas rakhiye..
ab main bhi yehi soch rahi hun ki sai mere sameer ko wapis bhejenge, time lagega magar bhejenge, bus mujhe vishwas aur patience rakhna hai.
sai sai sai sai sai sai, dard hota hai magar hum dard sahenge aap bus hamari umeed aur vishwas mat todnaa sai.

[vinnupalam]

simtara ji..yes..by sai's grace we r still in talking terms...how lng our datta is gna test us?sainatha has said he can't see his bhaktas  in tearz..gues wen ths phase is ovr..baba wil give us happines whch wil definitely last lnger...

[Simtara]

vry true. sai we are waitng. sai. we all love u.

[vinnupalam]

i'm in yercaud..Deva i miss u a lot...evry min i'm beggng u to give me ur darshan..bt i din c u yet Sainatha...pri is not outta ma mind evn for a sec...Plz Deva only if i see you i'll feel betr..plz Deva gimme ur darshan...

[Simtara]

sai sai sai sai sai sai sai sai sai sai sai sai sai sai sai sai sai sai sai sai sai. om sai nathaya namah. om sai om sai om sai.

[vinnupalam]

baba thank u so much..afta so many days u gave me darshan in my dreams..tho i cud c only ur pictr..it gave me so much of calmness..thank u baba

[Simtara]

om sai namo namah vinnuji,
aap kaise hain. sai sab acha karenge aap vishwaas rakhiye. om sai namo namah om sai namo namah. sai sai sai sai sai sai sai sai sai sai sai sai sai sai sai sai sai sai sai sai sai sai sai sai sai sai sai sai sai sai sai sai sai apki daya drishti hum sab par hamesha banni rahe, sai ma, sai namo namah om sai ram

[vinnupalam]

sai rama..i was seeing few videos of dattatreya siva baba...he is a spiritual master...he says dat jus plain faith in God will not help...oly meditation and mantra can help manifest wat a persn wants...ntng but trust in God takes yu no where...deva...im sorry...i took these wrds of his too personal and strtd following it...i thot dats y still pri hasnt cum bk to me...dats y stopped cumin to yur temple thinkin evn yu cant help...jus becuz i cudn feel yur presence fr such a long time...im really depressed baba...i dont feel close to yu baba...ter was a time wen evry momnt in ma life i used to think abt yu...bt i feel yu have gone far away frm me nw...evn tho i get yur darshan weneva i drive on oter instances...deva i wanna feel yur presence baba...i thot oly if i dnt cum to yur temple yu wil realize ma pain...bt i was jus making a fool of myself...deva...i miss yu...wat am i supposed to do...is dattatreya siva baba right..???i dnt think so deva...if i jus trust yur wrd...yu wil evn move mountains...deva i was a fool dat oly meditation n mantras can help...deva i need yu...yu wer so kind to me n gav darshan evn wen i wasnt cumin to ur temple...yur an incarnation of genuine love deva...i feel like crying ...have i lost yu foreva becoz of ma stupidity???deva evn if i dont get pri its fine deva...but i realized i cant b without yur care and concern...gurudeva..mantras and meditation will also wrk oly if its yur will...coz yur wish ultimately happns..deva i need yu more thn anythng...guru deva...i was stupid plz forgive me...meditation n mantras dint gv me any peace compared to wat peace n contentmnt yu gave me...plz forgv me n accept me deva...

[vinnupalam]

baba i am dying evry secnd...y yu maing me wait so much deva...yur killing my soul...if i wait any longer my own depression wll kill me deva...ter wont b anythng left of me fr yu to help...y deva...yu askd me to wait n waitd fr a year...n u kno its impossibl fr me to continue like ths...no deva...dnt do ths to me...yur love shud rule us deva...if i cud i wud hv definitely waitd longer...but now i really cant deva...so long i din complain to yu...but nw i have lost all da strength i had...deva...if u cant help me out n gimme guidance no one can help me out...evn if u dnt wanna solve my problm nw atleast yu can gimme guidance wen i ask u wat i shud do...but yu refuse to do dat also...whch i really dnt undrstd...im nt surprised baba...no God has ever helped me...im used to this

[vinnupalam]

deva y yu making me stray away from your path like this...i only wanna stya under your holy feet...i feel so distant fron you deva...i cant feel your presence..n day by day im missing pri so much...i dont evn kno wat she is upto..its been a month i texted her...i dnt evn kno whetr i shud text her...ive been asking yu whetr i shud text her..but i neva got any reply frm yu...deva i miss her...its becumin xtremely difficlt fr me to live deva...deva today i went to da xtent of checking out a spells website...and i jus realized da extent to which im diverted...deva help me plz...i love her like crzy...n i miss her terribly...are you taking care of her baba...she is still innocent da way she used to b nah deva...please dont let her go the wrng path plz...plz take care of her baba...she is my oly happiness...!!!

[vinnupalam]

her birthday is just twenty days away...i know he bad i felt wen i dint meet her on my bday...n i kno hw much it will effect me if i dnt met her on her bday..please deva...plz make us meet...its been 6months i saw her...please deva

[vinnupalam]

fr da past few dyas im having mixed feelings baba...at times i feel yur da only persn who can help me n on da oter side i feel noo god can help me...all these emotions are killing me...i want yu to b ter fr me evry minute baba...plz gimme yur darshan baba...oly if i see yu il feel btr...plz deva...plz

[Simtara]

om sai ram vinnuji,
om sai nathaya nama.. follow God dont wish to happen miracles overnite... abt ur changing ur way from the path of God to some other mantra is what i think will be of no benefit because, it is you yourself whi needs to beliv in sai or any form of God u beliv and just chant their name and god will  be their to take car eof u and ur wishes.. c vinnuji, even i surfed all sites when i was sad and depressed , but i did not follow what they all preached for the simple resaon that God is within us n we need to realise that and give up our ego and all other emotions which make us feel superior to others and make us feel powerful, it is God our sai our shiv shankar who is here for us and who tests us our patience, our deliverence, but we will have to suffer for if we have done wrong but at the same time tell sai ram that we will give these tests and in the end sai will have to pass us in these exams, have patiencee, as only then baba will make u a better person to deal with little things which earlier made u react like  a fool.
vinnuji, i can understand ur pain, therefore i want u to just beliv in ur God and ur love. i know it is hard, every second seems like a lifetime filled with hardships but vinnuji, in the end sai will bless u with ur true love and u will keep thanking sai.
u say u feel restless, its ur inner self that is feeling restless, keep it in control, have patience and just close ur eyes and sai sai naam. sai is here vinnuji, he is listnin ur cryings and seein ur pain but when will he respond is only upto him.
just be possitive that all will be good and c sai will smile and shower his blessings on u.
om sai ram vinnuji, tk care n keep the faith.trust sai