baba love can make a person go to any xtent..evn a confident persn can feel insecure...evn a strong persn can feel extremely dependnt on his partner..but baba is it possibl dat a person who loved anoter genuinely can hate da same person due to circumstances...pri told me on ma face dat her hatred is increasing baba...i kno hw much she was attached to me baba...how cum i still feel da same fr her...evn nw i kno hw i pounce on ma phone wen i get a messg thinking dat it shud be her...i kno hw incomplete ma life is without her baba...
i jus wanna be in her arms n cry ma lungs out dat i have been missing her like crazy...i wanna tell her dat i still love her da way i did n im still crazy over her...i kno evn if a princess cums infront of me i wil still feel da same fr ma pri..she is ma soulmate baba..we were born to complete each oter...hw cunm she is happy without me...as days are passing by,ma love is going on increasing baba...i cant thnk of anyone else but her...tho i thot rebound is a good option within me i always felt dat i can be myself oly with ma pri...how cum i dint evn leave so much impact her while her absence is killing ma soul baba...ths must be da millionth time im telling u dat i miss her...hw cum u n pri can neva undrstd me
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baba frankly speking evn pri hasnt hurt me ths much baba..evrytime yu break ma trust i keep reassuring myself dat yu wil do thngs fr ma good..but nw im nt able to convince maself baba...make ma soul listen to yu...yu have made me so happy n peacefull n content n showed me yur wondrous miracles but hw cum oly wit regrd to pri yur nt able to help me baba...
or is it dat yur silently laughing behind ma tears czo no mattr wat happns to me yu don wanna gv her bk to me...i dont undrstd...coz i read in a book dat unless a devotee is qualified u dont gv wat he/she asks fr...i just din wanna belive ths coz i knew yu wil oly by love n devotion n nt anythng else
why did u make me love her if u wer gonna take her away...?why yu made me feel her motherly care n concern fr me wen she knew she wont last long..??why yur making me love her more n more evn tho ur nt gonna gv her back...??hw is it poss dat da same person who adored me cant stnd ma single messg nw baba..??is it wrng to love a persn genuinely...??why no one is able to undrstd me..??why none of da gods are able to help me...??why baba...if yu knew i will hv to face all ths thn y havnt yu killed me yet???why is a God who goes oly by love is turing away frm me why baba!!!
Topic: thank yu baba fr gving back my love (Read 3825 times)