Dear SAI Bandhus,
After Long time, i came with nice experience for your which will boostup ur faith on BABA and
which will prove OUR humble father's one of sayings "I will always be with my devotee when ever they are in need of me and when ever they call/think of me".
My Experience went on like this:
when i was staying in Banglore, i was staying in my friends room. For two days, i stayed alone as my frnd went to his native. The night he went, i started suffering with motions and by morning, i became very weak.
with that sickness, i went to office and at evening i came back to room, i was not able to go or stand properly bcoz of sickness. With great difficulty, i ate some thing and i laid on bed for sleep.I dont know why, suddenly i started fearing as i was alone and also i was very sick and no one are there to take care of me.At that moment, I asked Our FATHER in my mind to come to me and stay till morning so that i wont feel lonelyness.
See how BABA showered his blessings on me:It was around 10:00, from some where a big house fly came and was roaming in my room making big noise. The sound was so irrating that i got fedup and started to blow wind with blanket so that i will move out.I tried a lot but still it din't left and I dint even realized that it was non other than OUR FATHER(BABA)at one point of time, suddenly my heart said dont throw it out as it is no other than BABA who came to you to give strength and remove fear & lonely ness. The very next moment i stopped and the time was 10:30 now. Every day, i have habit of listening and singing SEJA aarthi and KAKADA aarthi in my mobile or my self.
As ususal, i played SEJA aarthi in my PC.I sat down on my bed, the fly also came and sat on the other bed which i kept attaching to my bed. The second bed i kept for BABA.when the SEJA aarthi started, we will hear bell ringing sound before singing starts. Wonder of wonders, The fly started doing rounds as if it was doing pradhakshina.
Till that time, i dint feel 100% that it was BABA but after it started doing rounds, i realized that i was non-other than our FATHER(BABA). At that moment, my hairs stood very stiff with some power and tears rolled from eyes.I felt very exited.Tear rolled from my eyes on seeing the fly. once the singing started, the fly stopped and started listening the song.We both enjoyed the prayer and after aarthi is finised, it was still there in the bed. Even when my hand stretched very close to the fly, it was not moving at all.Normally flys are very active, the moment when we start rasing our hand, they will sense that and will fly off.But this fly behaviour is very strange, even when i moved my hand very close to it, it din't move at all. This is bcoz it is not a fly but OUR FATHER(BABA) in fly form...:-).
After realizing all these, I felt BABA is sleeping along with me and thinking that, I closed my eyes.
When i woke up in morning, i dint see the fly Any more that too all my ill health is gone...
As usual i listened KAKADA aarthi and left to office...
My Word to BABA:
oho BABA!!...
1.I dont have even have a single word to praise you.Even though i have, they are such a small words like a drop in ocean which are not at all sufficient to praise you..
2.Some times i feel that u are the Director who directing my life story and am the actor in that.I am only a body with life and what ever the body is doing is done by you.
3.The day i stepped out of my home after my studies. Every moment,i feel that u are the only person who will be always be with me and take care of me in every aspect(can see so many experiences which i posted in this forum)....
Finally!!!
I wont say thanks to you for all this...as it is your responsibility to take care of you son except asking what ever i need like a son...;-)
The way how I offer prayer to BABA every Day:
No Need of searching BABA any where, he is in our Heart. the moment you start thinking of him, he will reside in your heart. Pray to BABA who is in your heart every day.
this is the reason, daily i will sing SEJA aarthi in my heart to make BABA sleep and do KAKADA aarthi to wake up.
It became habit for me everyday, am continuing still and will continue till my death...:-)
If you all like this, let us start from today and see the changes you get in your way of seeing BABA.u realize that BABA is in your heart only not any where else and u feel lot of change within your self.
small example which i faced:
One time, i When to shiridi. For one darshan, i missed Noon aarthi and i stayed out in queue only .
I could see BABA only through telivision, at this point i felt disappointed that i missed BABA aarthi. at the very next moment, my heart said "why you are feeling sad,for you BABA is not in the idle but he is there in your heart and what else you require than this". Believe me the very next second, i started crying inside and felt some sort of bliss. with that bliss, Thinking in this way, I started doing aarthi for BABA in my heart. After that i never felt unhappy for ever, even though i missed aarthi and going to shiridi at times.
I dont even feel unhappy for not going to temple bcoz am doing aarthi and thiking of him every time in my heart.
Dear friends,
Do this for some time and see the change...u will realise lot of things.
Let us start praying BABA who is in Our Heart!!!
Thanks
Srinivas