om sai ram sai baba,
Baba, i was in 12th standard when i first met u in a temple... My best friend who is u'r devotee took me to u.... I didn't recognize u at that time... i just had u'r darshan and came back.....
After few months when i joined my degree college...u r nearby to my campus n i used to cross u regularly to go college but still i didn't recognize u...
i started to come to u when i met my beloved.... i don't know any thing abt u but still i used to come to u thinking that all gods are same and method of worshipping is different.... i used to feel good, relaxed when ever i see u... i used to meet my beloved near u'r temple... then my friend who is u'r devotee and know abt u observed me and consequences and told me in this way... "My dear friend, sai baba guides us always.. u met u'r beloved twice near the baba temple and caught by u'r elders.. be careful dear as baba is telling u something abt u'r love"..... i didn't understand her words at that time... but now i understood.. actually at that time my beloved was not serious abt our love... so u were guiding me to be careful...
My friend prayed to u abt me and my love and asked u to take care abt me.... one day my beloved came to meet and i didn't meet him... he got angry and went away... i felt bad and asked my friend to call him back...... running behind him i came to u'r temple and cried for my love...when i turned back he was there...he entered into temple and after pradikshan he sat at the right side of u leaning to wall and am at the left side of u in the same position....there was quite a bit distance between us... he was looking differently at me.... i didn't understand y he is looking at me like that......baba i guess this was the third time we met in u'r premises bu this time inside the temple.... to my surprise v didn't get caught by any one..... after that time v were happy and never got caught in u'r premises....and my beloved also used to love me alot.....
i used to think abt my friends suggestion and wondered abt the mystery behind being safe after the third time meeting with my beloved in u'r temple....months passed on happily(ofcourse other issues was there) with my beloved and i used to come to u frequently...then my beloved told me something which solved the mystery....and the mystery was..."as i already told u baba that initially my beloved was not at all serious abt our love but when v were with u the feeling arose in his heart abt me and wants me to take close to him.... i guess after that day only he started loving me and as u blessed us v were safe and happy"........
baba i love u baba..... i love u so much.... plz bless me to reach u.....
baba u know that i can't remember the things... so plz forgive me if i forgot and missed any thing....
Om sai ram om sai ram om sai ram
to be continued...