Thankyou so much Baba. what else can I say?
How should I thank You for taking utmost care of me?
If You were not with me till now, I am sure I wouldn't
even exist. You are simply wonderful Baba.
You are my everything. Thankyou so much SAI MAA.
Dear all,
Today, Baba has saved me from a big problem I would have
faced in future.
It is a lengthy post. bear with me.
I have started my masters in computer science in Cal State Univ.
in 2005. With this quarter, I'll be done with the required coursework.
Yesterday, I received a letter from my department that listed the
courses I've taken so far and the grades I got.
From the letter, I came to know that I've already met the requirements
to graduate. But, since I didn't know it earlier, I have enrolled in
a course this quarter too and I'm auditing another course.
(Auditing a course means that we dont receive any grade for it, we
just have to listen to the professor's classes. We need not submit any
homework too.) To audit a course, we have to submit an audit form
containing the course number and the professor's signature as an
approval. So, in the beginning of this quarter, I took an audit form,
got the prof's sign and submitted it in the dept office.I have
forgotten abt it later.
I have not submitted any assignments so far since I was auditing.
Then today, something compelled me to go to the dept office and find
out abt the coursework requirements. So, I went and enquired in the
office and the person responsible told me that I have already
completed the required coursework. So, I was happy and just then
another thought popped up in my mind to ask her about the course that
I was auditing. So, I told her to check if everything was fine.
She checked my file and said that I am auditing some other course.
But I was shocked to know that the course which I thought I was
auditing is not shown so on the system. It says that I am enrolled
in that course. I got really worried. I didn't know what to do.
If I would have not checked it today, I would be under the same
impression that I am auditing the course which I thought, but it is
not so. I wouldn't submit the assignments too, nor attend any exams.
And, at the end of the quarter, I would probably receive a FAIL GRADE
in that course. This would be so irresponsible on my part.
I could never ever forgive myself.
but, my Baba is seeing everything. HE is with me always. HE is taking
so much care of me that HE made me realise it and saved me from
such a disgrace. I dont know how to thank Baba.
Ususally, whenever I find a 'cent' (a paise), I feel that Baba is with
me. I always tell Baba that if I find a cent, I will take it as an
assurance from You that You are with me.
So today too, while coming home, I was very depressed, I was scolding
myself all the time, 'how could I be so irresponsible?', 'when
will I take care of everything?', etc...If Baba had not reminded me
today, I just can't imagine how bad my transcripts would look.
Just then, I was crossing the road and I found a cent on the road.
A car was soon approaching, I immediately picked it up and felt
so happy that Baba is with me. I was crying all the while, so Baba
himself came and consoled me. I am really so happy to have Baba's
grace and Baba with me all the time.
BABA IS VERY GREAT AND SO ARE HIS LEELAS!!!
I am missing my parents a lot since a few days. I cannot go to India
too now. And after waht happened today, I was even more nostalgic.
But, when I received the cent, I felt Baba is just like my parents.
They would come running to me if they knew I was worried.
Ofcourse, now that hey are in India, and I am in US, they can't come
running, but they would surely console me over the phone. I am so
glad that Baba has come to me and assured me that HE is with me.
Baba bless us all. Be with all of us Baba.
Thankyou so much Baba Sai.
Love You so much my dearest loving Baba.
JAI SRI AKHANDAKOTI BRAMHANDANAYAKA RAJADHIRAJA YOGIRAJA PARABRAMHA SRI SATCHITANANDA SAMARTHA SADGURU SAINATH MAHARAJ KI JAI!!!
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