Dear Ezhil,
It is all mercy of Sai. and there is timing of everything.
Many Years ago Sai helped me but it was like this a child stuck in a busy road, a Gentleman comes, holds his hand and take him to other side of Road and move to his ways. after many Years again I was in the same condition even worse, did not know where to go, what to do and then See the light in Sai on the darkest road of life and began a new journey of life.
once listened from a learned person “We can go to cinemas and any place for sensual and worldly pleasures at our own wish, But one comes to world of Lord, only when Lord himself allows to enter!”
Many Times We see people very honest and pure in sufferings, It is because they have to go through the phase where get free from effect of all evil karmas, You might call it punishment or process of being reformed to become eligible for thy blessings and part of thy glory and grace!
Some could not bear this pain and left the journey in between to start again at any point of time in future, some accept it under Thy wish and becomes the part of Thy world forever. Everything happens at Thy wish, But Thy wish also linked to Karmas one performed.
So, Move ahead with confidence. Where ever feel deviation from thy path just remember Sai, He will be with you to support on the testing or difficult area of his divine path.
May Sai Bless You!
om sri sai ram!