Baba...gud morning.
I am troubled....i dont know what i am doing in life. I am happy some days and sad the other days. If my boss praises me, i feel like doing better. The day he yells, i want to quit....how can things be like this? I have been promising so many things...setup deadlines and milestones for myself and have achieved NOTHING. I am doing NOTHING. I cant see to get outof the rut!!! Small thing - i planned to lose weight and work out for the past one year..but haven;t done anything. That means i am ok with my current state. If i had a problem, i wouldnt have stopped. Same goes for my certification course...same goes for the countless promises i made to you on what i will be doing!!
I am fed up!! How can i not want to do anything i plan??? Am i lazy? I dont think so. Am i just whiling away my time?? I dont think so again. What is stopping me? Its not that i dont know the problem and i dont know the solution. I know...but inaction is what i excel in. This is ridiculous. someday when i die, i will look back at all these times and cry that i had the time, had the means...but i didnt do it. Help me baba.
Maybe i need to relook at the priorities in life and see where i should invest more. How do i do it?