There is no such Baba....

[chandras]

Dear Rema,
Thank you for your kind words and thoughts,
I am sure she is in the pure land now, and she is always looking at me from above like a guardian angel showering her love to me and all those dear to her.

Many a time, when she was alive , we would chant "OM Shri Sai Nathaya Namaha" and "Om Sai , Sri Sai , Jai Jai Sai " along with the prayer of the Sufi mystic Jalaluddin Rumi " I died as a mineral and became a plant." and also the song of Das Ganu ( pg 133 of Sai Baba of Shridi - a unique saint by MV Kamath,VB Kher ). She memorised both the prayers and would recite them with ease during our prayers at home.

Before she died, she requested me to cremate her according to the Buddhist rites and her ashes to be kept in an urn at  a buddhist temple, so that she could hear the "namo ambitabha chanting" everyday.

Now in accordance with the Buddhist ceremonial rites, I have to say Buddhist prayers for 49 days since the day of her demise 19th August 2001. We were married on 20th August 2007.

And just a couple of days ago, at the Buddhist temple, there was this lady, a total stranger to me, in a trance state, told me not to worry about my wife, and she gave a pose of a traditional chinese lady dance posture.( My wife also knows this dance. ). She told me to be a good person and radiate kind thoughts and merits after prayers to everyone in this world and when the time comes for me to give up my ghost, she will come and get me to the Pure Land..
This morning , exactly after 19 days , she appeared in my dream and hugged me. It was so beautiful and divine.
This was the first time she appeared in my dreams after her demise.
Now I have to thank Baba for guiding her to the Pure Land... Baba had a greater plan for her indeed!

Namo Amitabha and Namo Sai Nathaye Namaha
Chandra