There is no such Baba....

[chandras]

Hi,
I am writing this message with great stress and discomfort.  Listen to my story first.

I prayed to Shirdi Sai in the hope of getting married to the girl i admired Reena Cheng. I got married and to say a prayer of thanks I took a flight from Malaysia to Bombay then to Shirdi to materialise the wow. That was in May 2002.
In Dec 2002 she developed a tumour on her breast. Went to 6 cycles chemo in 2003 Jan. In 2004 Jan , the tumuor returned. We went on Alternative medicine, but didnt work. So in 2006 she took a second chemo.
She became weak, and stopped after the 5th cycle.
Now she developed Lymphedema on her right arm and has plueral effusion. She can't even walk continuously for 5 mins. She also has several small tumuors in her right armpit. We prayed daily, nothing happened.
She cant even sleep peacefully for 1 hour because of her nagging cough due to her plueral effusion. We pray to Saibaba to temporarily relieve the pain for even 2 to 3 hours. Never worked. We have to use painkiller and sleeping pills. Dont know whether all that testimonies people are saying about sai baba miracles are really true. Or maybe someone is just "writing" to glorify Baba.
Is it too much to ask for Baba for just a temporary relieve? Why is he so selfish. Why cant he give a little bit of his love to my wife. Will be become poorer or a pauper if he does that.
I use to be a devotee of Baba for quite a long time, i read so much of books and the Sai Charita, but TODAY I can tell that he is just a STONE. Period.
I just needed to say this to someone, so that my pent up frustrations with Baba can be relieived. 
I am sometimes tempted to think that maybe praying to the Devil would be yeild a better result.

Chandra.



Chandra..

[saloni]

Dont be disharted, Om Sai Ram

Hum sub apne karmo ke chakker mein fasse hue hai, u cant blame babaji for everything, kahin na kahin to hum bhi apne pichle karam bhogte hai

Dont be sad and negative

Sub accha hoga

Jai Sai

[sai vandan]

 Om Sai Ram,

sai baba please give relief to this couple. they need your blessings. Please sai baba

they need the reassurance that you are with them. Please bless them


Om sai ram

[Radha]

Jai Sai Ram!!!
Chandra ji,
I can totally empathise with your state of mind at the moment. To see a loved one suffering each moment is devastating.
But please do not lose heart...

Think about the whole situation this way...you loved a girl and desired to marry her. Baba gave in to your wish knowing fully well what was about to come. If HE would have denied it, you would still doubted him but HE answered your prayers becasue HE knew that for the times to come she would need your support.
You and your wife are extremely lucky and blessed to spend your lives together to become each others strength. HE is near you all the time and listening to even the softest breath of pain.

Baba bless you and your wife always.
Om Sai Ram!!!

[gaurav_dctm]

Om Sri Sai Ram..

I completely agree with what Radha ji said..she has such beautioful thoughts.

Baba ji - please bless Chandra ji and his wife...they need to develop their belief in you once again..your test appears to have gone too long for them...please bless them Baba ji...please

God bless everyone
Gaurav

[Admin]

Jai Sai Ram

Wht I think that often failures may change us completely and make us negative. And in life, everything is not just logical. There are certain things in life, which does not have an answer.

May Sai Baba help you.

Jai Sai am

[Deepa Arull]

Om Sai Om sai Om sai

Sai, Please shower your blessings to this couple...please...

om sai om sai om sai
om sai om sai om sai
om sai om sai om sai

[minookalsi]

BABA

PLEASE BLESS CHANDRA JI AND HIS WIFE.  RELIEVE THEM FROM ALL THE PAIN THEY ARE GOING THRU.

RAKSHA KARO BABA.

OM SAI RAM
OM SAI RAM

[pramanisa]

Dear Chandraji,

I agree with what radhaji told. Dont lose hope. Keep chanting babaz name.

May baba help ur wife u get out this pain and find relief.

Jai Sai Ram

Prajna

[kramadan]

I want to get married to this girl but I dont even know whether she likes me or not, we often go out with some friends. Can Baba help me up?Please

[pramanisa]

Dear kramadanji,

Baba will give some hint and guide you.

Jai Sai Ram

Prajna

[muskaan]

Dear Chandraji,

Om Sai Ram,

I very well understand what phase of life you are going through as iam on the same. My husband is also suffering from leukamia. its been 5 yrs now, he was on tablets but from this year on he is on chemotherapy treatment. Chemo is the worst thing any human can go through emotionally and physically.

But chandraji if god has given pain he will give the medicine also, pls have patienece u think i dont loose patience to see my hubby lie on the bed in pain, but this is the fact of life nobody can change- we have to suffer our karma doshas, nobody can change them not even God himself, all god can do is can reduce the intenity thats all. So u cannot blame god for all this , i have accepted it.

From my personal experience iam tellin you surrender to baba tell him u are the one who has brought us to it and u are the one who will get us out of it and see such relief u will feel. your wife needs a lot of support at this time chandraji, even if u give up on the lord how will it help......... help her to grow spiritualy, it will help u both to cope up. trust me, pls give ure wife baba udi and apply it on the lyphnodes where she has on the arms etc and let her mix it in water and drink also , and pray to baba for mercy, u are in our prayers and if there is anything we can do we are here.

Sailing in the same boat as you are i can help u emotionally how to come over these things but spirtually u have to move yourself towards god.

God bless you and your family with peace and prosperity.

JAI SAI RAM

[sai_kirann]

Baba please be with Chandraji & his wife. Give them some relief and show them that ur right there.

om sai ram

[keerthisai]

Dear Chandra ji

OM SAI RAM

May BABA's blessings be with you and yor family always.

BABA just requires just blind faith in him, Don't ever even have a small negative thought that BABA is not around you.

Even if his children tend to overlook, he is besides them to take of them. our life has very good mircales of them. It does mean that BABA has given a ROSY cushion for us to live the life on comfortably. But even in atmost difficulty he is there with you pointing out what to do next.

Your wife must be suffering due to past KARMA, which nobody can escape, but BABA can definately reduce it to the maximum extent possible depending upon the INTENSITY OF SHRADDA AND SHABURI you possess with you. He can even bring it to NIL if you toatlly surrender unto his holy feet.

Stop getting frustarted about her health, we can understand your situation, surrender to BABA and tell him that he is the only one you can save you from all these miseries. Definately he can, he has done, he is doing and he will do. So remember him always keep chanting his name and he will take care of your family.

We, SAI brothers and sisters of this SAI Family would include PRAYERS for your family in the GROUP PARAYAN (Attention KAVITA Ji Can we please include prayers for this family)

May BABA showers his blessings and be with you always. May Baba also give you strength to care take of your wife and pray for her speedy recovery.

JAI SAI RAM

[sai_kirann]

I am also agree with Keerthisai ji. We should include Chandraji's wife name in the    agenda of our daily prayers.

rashmi