Om Sai Ram
<<<<That's what I'm wondering if I'm getting sexual thoughts, something wrong I'm doing in reading chalisa, aarti, slok. I always ask for forgiveness>>>>>>
I guess this is the second time when I am giving reply of your this question ..but this time I want to
make you understand by giving you a example from SST –Chapter 49 ..
"NanaSaheb Chandokar ( who was one of the dear devotee of Sai ) was sitting in the Masjid ( Dwarka mai )with
Mahlsapati , Shama and others..
A Mohammeden gentleman came with his family to see Baba..ladies was in veil
Nanasaheb , who was sitting there , wanted to go away on seeing veiled ladies , But babaji prevented him from
doing so..
The ladies came and took the darshan of baba..when one of the ladies removed her veil for for saluting baba’s feet …
Nana sahib who had a glimpse of her face ..was so much smitten with her beauty ..and he wished to see her face
again..
Soon baba knew Nana sahib’ s thought and restlessmind ..when the lady left , Baba spoke to Nana sahib … “Nana
why you are getting agitated in vain ? Let the sense do their work ..we should not meddle with their work. God had
created this beautiful world, and it is our duty to appreciate its beauty..the mind will get steady and clam slowly and
gradually . When the heart is pure , there is no difficulty, whatsoever. Why should one be afraid of anyone, if there
be no evil thought in us ? The Eye may do their work , why should you feel shy and tottering??”
The Conclusion of this story is …
In duration of day and night , there are many kind of thoughts which comes across in our mind , some may be good,
some may be bad or worst too..and we can’t stop them to penetrate into our mind ..but in some extent we can
control on them ..it is in our hand to which thought you wanna give space in your mind , and which is not ..
Our Mind is fickle by nature , it should not be allowed to get wild ..The sense may get restless , the body, however ,
should be held in check, and not allowed to be impatient.
Senses always run after objects of desire …..but we should not follow them and crave for them..
By slow and gradual practice , restlessness can be conquered.
We should not be swayed by senses, though they can not be completely controlled..but we should curb them , rightly
and properly according to the need of occasion.
So..all you need is just practice to conquer over your thoughts ..
May Sai Show you right path
Om Sai Ram