OM SAI RAM
Dear Shiveshvar,
you are right when you say, "There is no right, no wrong"
No one can decide that for others. Everyone takes decisions in their life, based on the limitations of their mind.
One guy decides the glass is half full the other decides half empty. Both are right in their own perspective.
How you percieve your situation is determined by the extent of your mind and intellectual.
However, bad people or evil people are never born. They become so, cause that's how far their mind can go in a problematic situations.
It is so weak that it cannot read or see beyond their ownself.
If you feel betrayed by God then so be it. But then remember, that this is world of Free Will.
God does not force or influence our decisions. He merely guides us. Whether to walk or not down that path is our choice.
We only expect good things from God, without giving much. we need to realize, that somethings what we demand can be expensive for us.
He might want to test you harder before he can give them to you. Can we not give that test? Why are we so scared?
This below poem is the first, which he brought me to this forum.
I was constantly crying to Baba and asking him, where is my answer, give me an answer, I cant take this anymore.
Please read this -
1) Desperately, helplessly, longingly, I cried;
Quietly, patiently, lovingly, God replied. 2) “Wait! you say wait!” my indignant reply.
I pled and I wept for a clue to my fate… “Lord, I need answers, I need to know why!
and the Master so gently said, “Wait.” ……. Is your hand shortened? Or have you not heard?
By faith I have asked, and I’m claiming your Word.
3) My future and all to which I relate
hangs in the balance, and you tell me Wait? 4) You promised, dear Lord, that if we believe,
I’m needing a ‘yes,’ a go-ahead sign. We need but to ask, and we shall receive.
Or even a ‘no,’ to which I’ll resign. You promised, dear Lord, that if we believe,
Lord, I’ve been asking, and this is my cry:
I’m weary of asking! I need a reply.”
5) Then quietly, softly, I learned of my fate,
as my Master replied again, “Wait.”
So I slumped in my chair, defeated and taut, 6)He seemed then to kneel, and His eyes met with mine…
and grumbled to God, ”So, I’m waiting… for what?” and He tenderly said, “I could give you a sign.
I could shake the heavens and darken the sun.
I could raise the dead and cause mountains to run.
7) I could give all you seek and pleased you would be.
You’d have what you want, but you wouldn’t know Me

You’d not know the depth of My love for each saint.
You’d not know the power that I give to the faint.
You’d not learn to see through clouds of despair;
You’d not learn to trust just by knowing I’m there.
9) You’d not know the joy of resting in Me
when darkness and silence are all you can see.
You’d never experience the fullness of love
when the peace of My Spirit descends like a dove. 10)You would know that I give, and I save, for a start,
But you’d not know the depth of the beat of My heart.
The glow of My comfort late into the night,
The faith that I give when you walk without sight.
11) The depth that’s beyond getting just what you ask
From an infinite God who makes what you have last.
You’d never know should your pain quickly flee, 12) Yes, your dearest dreams overnight would come true,
what it means that My grace is sufficient for thee.
but, oh, the loss, if you missed what I’m doing in you.
13) So, be silent, my child, and in time you will see, that the greatest of gifts is to truly know Me.
And though oft My answers seem terribly late, My most precious answer of all is still… “‘Wait”
I have read these 2 very beautiful books, which I strongly recommend for you. Please read it.
--> The Secret , by Rhonda Byrne
--> The Laws of Spirit World by Khorshed Bhavnagri
Read them and let me know your review.
Till then...Keep Praying!!!