Jai Sai Ram Bairabnathji,
i know even i am not a perfect person..........just 2 days back, even myself slipped my words when i lost my patience................When i am confessing my problem i have seen urs.when i read ur post thought to help u.........there was a book name BABA Quoestions and Answers.......u just wake up before 6 and take shower and put diya infront of Baba and u tell urself one number and look at tht number and in that Baba's answer will be there for u..............Baba will tell u what should u do................Don't worry Baba will help u.............I know baba will never be upset with his children............
Om Sai Sri Sai Jaya Jaya Sai