Om Sairam
Today was feeling afraid without any reason. I was thinking to share my third experience tomorrow. But, suddenly I felt the strong feeling to write this experience now..I could not concentrate on other work. I think baba wants me to share this experience today. With babas blessings I would like to share my third experience.
When I visited second time to sai baba temple I wanted to take sai baba idol. Near that temple there was one shop. I purchased one sai baba idol and went to temple and came to room. I had kept this near room near the window as we do not have separate pooja room in our pg. At night it used to glow as radium..I was happy because I can see sai baba in night also..But, after few days there was no glow in sai babas idol..I was always thinking why it is not glowing some day and why it glows other day.
One day I decided to see when it will not glow to my surprise it was not glowing on wedesday and thurday and other days it was glowing..I said this to my boyfried..he said not to think more about that..but my mind was not stopping thinking about that..I wanted to know why it glows some days only.. Then, the next week it was not glowing for 2-3 days.like that..During those days I had said to my parents that I am in love. My parents were against it as we belong to different caste and they were forcing me marry some one from same caste. I was not agreeing for that as I could not love any other guy then my love...I was very depressed..Also, one day when I touched baba to take his blessing I felt some vibrations. I was very afraid for some time. Then, felt baba will not harm me. Might be for that reason I started beleiving that..when babas idol glows baba is with me to give me strength and when it doesnt glow baba as gone to meet or help some other devotee.
Then one day I brought sai satcharita book and I started reading it. After reading that I was feeling little fine. Then, one day I said to sai baba that even if you glow or not i know you will be with me always and protecting me..Then, from that day i stopped observing when said baba idol glows or not..Now sai baba idol wont glow like it was earlier. Even if it glows it is just for few minutes.
Om Sairam